For Sorayis Narez, leaving Jehovah’s Witnesses was not a sudden rebellion. It was, as she describes it, “a very long journey, really an accumulation of experiences over time.” Born and raised in the organization, she grew up believing she had access to absolute truth.
“I had grown up believing that I had all the information and was therefore choosing freely,” she explains. “But I gradually realized that my choices were based on selective, filtered information.” The shift began at university, when she met her first boyfriend, someone she fully expected to convert.
“At the time, I was completely convinced that I would convert him,” she says. “Instead, the opposite happened.” They began reading The Watchtower and Awake! together. “I was determined to show him ‘the truth,’” she recalls. But he approached the material differently. “He encouraged me to read them from a neutral perspective, to analyse the arguments rather than simply accept them.” For the first time, she noticed something unsettling. “What I had always been told was ‘the truth’ wasn’t presenting all sides of an issue. It was a carefully constructed viewpoint that supported the organisation’s position, rather than an objective exploration of facts.”
That realization planted the first real doubts. As tension grew, so did her desire to experience life beyond the organization’s boundaries. She went through judicial committees. She was publicly reproved. Eventually, she was disfellowshipped.
When she began reading what she had always been warned against “apostate material”, she encountered footage from the Australian Royal Commission. Watching members of the Governing Body testify in court was trans-formative.
“I heard one of them say that it would be ‘presumptuous’ to claim they were God’s sole channel of truth,” she says. “That struck me deeply, because in our meetings we were taught that they were the channel Jehovah used to communicate with us.” Seeing leaders describe teachings as interpretations rather than absolutes became a breaking point. “That was the moment I realized that what I had always believed to be ‘the truth’ might not, in fact, be the truth.”